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A Story of Silence and Self

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PATA NAHI    i t might seem simple, even casual.  But those two words have become my escape hatch, a way to distance myself from the noise of questions like...  Why am I feeling this way? Why can’t I just express myself the way I used to? Where did I go wrong?  In some ways, saying “pata nahi” is a shield. A way to avoid the deeper questions I don’t have answers to.  It’s a momentary pause in the face of everything I don’t understand about myself or the world. Over time, I stopped talking to friends, pulled away from those closest to me. And in that silence, I started wondering  “ Do I even have my own thoughts anymore? Or am I just a blend of the people I talk to? ”  It’s strange, but I realized something while sitting with that question Maybe, that’s just how it works for everyone. We all borrow bits of each other’s beliefs, opinions, and experiences. We are, in a way, shaped by the people we interact with. But here’s the thing  I wasn’t e...

Reflections in the Storm

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  REFLECTIONS   Today, as I sit in front of my window, I can’t help but be captivated by the storm outside. The powerful winds and the relentless rain remind me of the poems we used to read in school about nature. April, the month known for its scorching heat, often surprises us with the refreshing arrival of rain. Watching the trees sway and struggle against the storm, I couldn’t help but draw a parallel to our own lives. Just like those trees, we often think our relationships and bonds with others are strong and unbreakable. We believe that the people we care about will always be there for us, no matter what. But life has a way of testing those bonds. When the storms of life hit—those challenging times that we all face—some relationships may not withstand the pressure. It can be incredibly painful to realize that some people we thought would always be there are no longer by our side. In those moments, it feels as though the storm has taken away everything we held dear. We mi...

The Unspoken Comfort of Conversations

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UNSPOKEN It's been a long time since I shared how I feel. Nowadays, I love keeping things to look back on, to remember moments. I usually don’t delete chats with people because they hold a story in so many ways. It’s fascinating how, just through chatting, we can enjoy, connect, and even laugh with strangers. I love talking to people, and I’ve talked to many strangers out there. It’s really interesting how we humans crave conversation—sometimes making each other laugh, sometimes even having deep conversations about our lives. From my experience, I’ve noticed that people often feel more secure and safe sharing things with strangers. Whether it’s about their daily life or an old memory, it’s not always good, but at least we know who they are. Even if they judge us based on how we chat or our sense of humor, it doesn’t really matter because, in the end, we don’t truly know each other. If we don’t like something they say, we can just stop talking—after all, who are they to us? We aren’...

Miss guchud puchud

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Miss guchud puchud I know i mess up things by overthinking, so i guess if i ever talked to you i have already mentioned that I'm an overthinker. Now is that my mistake if i notice minor changes in the people i talk to. If they hurt me by not showing the energy or reciprocating the same level of care that i do. And yes I don't know why i feels like a psycho when i want them to realise how they're draining me . It hurts when you notice everything but can't do anything for the things happen in your favour. All you can do leave the thing as they are or ask for what you want. can we say begging? this word is not correct to use here yes we can say that you are asking for that response you're worthy of. If they don't do that don't think its your worth, it's just their capacity. When you feel things are one sided there are 3 things you can do. First one is let them know how you feel about the relationship it can be your friend, cousin or any sibling. By though...

A CALL FOR RESPECTFUL DISCUSSION

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THE VALUE OF OPEN-MINDEDNESS   Writing helps me overcome overthinking. Today I will write on politics, clarifying my thoughts and gaining control. Sharing my perspectives sparks important discussions and connections. Writing is a valuable way to process my thoughts and contribute to meaningful conversations In colleges, students tend to avoid discussing politics because they fear minor disagreements with their friends who support different political parties. However, they should engage in political discussions in a respectful manner, sharing their thoughts logically and without taking offense. By doing so, they can convince each other and become aware of the actions and shortcomings of both the party they support and the opposition. This will help them understand the implementation issues of their party's schemes and those of other parties, and gain a better understanding of what's happening at the grassroots level. Politics also impacts the lives of students, so they should be...

Everybody's beloved

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EVERYBODY'S BELOVED When I met him, he was only 20 days old. At that time, he didn't know how to walk or how to drink milk from a feeding bottle. My mom tried so much to get him to drink from the feeding bottle, but he didn't like it. So, I tried spoon-feeding, and it worked as well. But guess what? If we do something well in a middle-class family, it becomes our duty to continue doing it. I mean, after that, it was my duty to feed him milk through a spoon. There are many more things to share about him. Actually, a pet owner can write a book about their pets, their behavior, plays, and stupidity, which always brings laughter whenever we remember them. In my case, in the morning, he starts making sounds because he feels hungry, then he goes under the bed and starts making cute sounds, so my mom gives him something to eat. I'm writing very irrelevant content. Okay, so after a month, we sent him to our village again. But whenever we go to our hometown, he was the only one ...

ENRAPTURE

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  ENRAPTURE it's  all  about  my  dad  how  small  things  make  him  happy  maybe  i  can  say how   small  things  matter  to  him  just  ask  him  to  talk  about  his  childhood  days  he  will  tell  very  happily  about    his  journey   to  success  even  he  loves  to  share  about  his  hard  times  ask  him  for  night  walk  and  just  randomly  insist  him  to  buy  ice  cream  he  will  be  glee  about  this  too    I  don't  know  why  nowadays   children  don't  talk  much  to  their  dad  but  me  and  my  siblings  loves  t...